one more to go~~

Well well 1 more to go, which mean is me, 2 tiring days or more than that, which m not complaining juz to make a statement here.. shop for my sis wedding, on nov. 3rd wed in my family which i will make it 4 next yr and i dont have ny single idea who is the person, of course not im, now i dont care juz do whatever i feel wish for, as what he sd we r not getting back together so i have to act, feel n talk like whatever my motive is, isnt it? correct me if m wrong here, which i dont think so... and i never regret for what had happen between us last yr... even i thanked god so many time on this issue...

Never feels obligated or frusterated cos he is not comparetible in generally i mean, i dont have to mention all those yada yada thingy.. m on my track now, m happier than b4 and alwiz count my blessing...

toast to my sister " be happy and happy u'll be, amen". As for me... i know i am happy nuetrally happy, tho m still on going process m njoy this thing my journey i mean, but i still needs a clear mind to make choices evryday, rite choices, rite moves and great deal bout dat...

all those i-dont-want-u list, u shud be blessed as well, u cant force other ppl to like you and its better ito be in sincere relationship isnt it, lies will get u to nowhre.... oh yes bout him~ my boo, now my the feelings gone, no feelings at all, cos, well like what u've sd, its juz a mistake, yup its a mistake for me as well... reason y, to make it clear, i dont like boys, but at least an experience for me which boys will alwis be boys and they will turn men by the age of u-also-dont-know-when.

i dont like to turn sad into anger, which it will corrupt my energy of course, and i dont want it to be waste for nothing... nothing can touch me, nothing can harm me, as long that god alwiz be wif me and m in the family!!! the 3rd times alwis the lucky one.

to my fwen's fwen, well, tho u have the desire on me, or u have somethg on me... well u want me, its all depend on me, not u, if u still can trigger but no point if i dont want it to happen, its not as ez as what u think, its not ez as it looks tho.... keep it low, keep it wise, u know i aint show, tho its a purffect time!!!

back to work 2mrw, which i dont know y, married ppl hunt me all in this a few days back, not really, since m starting my work thre, well well, sorry to say this, no interest in married man, experience, let me think who will rest 1st.. ;)

now feeling better after wrote this... i feel m on the track back, feel nothing to lose in term on my relationship with im, he needs me i know, i know like i dont need him, oh yes i dont actually, as i told myself b4, love is alwis sweeet but the grundge is much much better... u make me suffer i make u never forget me... and i will.......

one more to go~~

Well well 1 more to go, which mean is me, 2 tiring days or more than that, which m not complaining juz to make a statement here.. shop for my sis wedding, on nov. 3rd wed in my family which i will make it 4 next yr and i dont have ny single idea who is the person, of course not im, now i dont care juz do whatever i feel wish for, as what he sd we r not getting back together so i have to act, feel n talk like whatever my motive is, isnt it? correct me if m wrong here, which i dont think so... and i never regret for what had happen between us last yr... even i thanked god so many time on this issue...

Never feels obligated or frusterated cos he is not comparetible in generally i mean, i dont have to mention all those yada yada thingy.. m on my track now, m happier than b4 and alwiz count my blessing...

toast to my sister " be happy and happy u'll be, amen". As for me... i know i am happy nuetrally happy, tho m still on going process m njoy this thing my journey i mean, but i still needs a clear mind to make choices evryday, rite choices, rite moves and great deal bout dat...

all those i-dont-want-u list, u shud be blessed as well, u cant force other ppl to like you and its better ito be in sincere relationship isnt it, lies will get u to nowhre.... oh yes bout him~ my boo, now my the feelings gone, no feelings at all, cos, well like what u've sd, its juz a mistake, yup its a mistake for me as well... reason y, to make it clear, i dont like boys, but at least an experience for me which boys will alwis be boys and they will turn men by the age of u-also-dont-know-when.

i dont like to turn sad into anger, which it will corrupt my energy of course, and i dont want it to be waste for nothing... nothing can touch me, nothing can harm me, as long that god alwiz be wif me and m in the family!!! the 3rd times alwis the lucky one.

to my fwen's fwen, well, tho u have the desire on me, or u have somethg on me... well u want me, its all depend on me, not u, if u still can trigger but no point if i dont want it to happen, its not as ez as what u think, its not ez as it looks tho.... keep it low, keep it wise, u know i aint show, tho its a purffect time!!!

back to work 2mrw, which i dont know y, married ppl hunt me all in this a few days back, not really, since m starting my work thre, well well, sorry to say this, no interest in married man, experience, let me think who will rest 1st.. ;)

now feeling better after wrote this... i feel m on the track back, feel nothing to lose in term on my relationship with im, he needs me i know, i know like i dont need him, oh yes i dont actually, as i told myself b4, love is alwis sweeet but the grundge is much much better... u make me suffer i make u never forget me... and i will.......

down to drainage....

as grey as my heart, as cold as today.. nothing seems change, nothing seems improve... what will i do get back, nothing... yup when its all been expected, dats not the correct way in life, expectation, well, i dont expect nything now on, enjoy evrything and desire nothing... when m like dis, no one comes around, well i used to dat tho...m not surprised!!

m soo soo sad, with evrythg around me... frens, not blame them but its hard to xpress how and why, i dont know how to let this feelings out, sometimes... u just cant bear... it... alone... sometimes u cant understand those feelings y.. god i just wish that this feeling will stop immediately, i wish i will much more happier...

dis life....

life is alwis beautiful, days are smoother as alwis, but m totally lost in nowhre... well, its pretty amazing, that i still choose this, still not back to the square one but still in bitween dat, i can be determined, i know i've did it b4 but now, deep inside me m juz a human which m blessed and i know i shudnt focus on this relationship thingy at the moment... view one of the pix in fwenster, m not into based on looks type but atleast not that like ... u know who... m stressd wif work today, and need a break... i wish!!!

even tho i hate dis kind of feelings but i have to admit dat i have to enjoy evrything and desire nothing.... :((, feel down!!! God need Help!!!!

wHooaaaaaa!!

Drop it like its hot, hurm... well, m hot enuff to make u hot and sweaty, of course, well nothing to brag here, nothing to be proud here... juz being me... for 2 days non stop, tiring but well m happy, the plan works as m expected, juz i surrender evrythg to god, told him dat if u think dat we r fwens i need to stop seeing you, but y he didnt want, its not about y, but its more, self oh my god, m freaking out, who the hell this person interrupt my mood on YM!! OH GOD!!!!

2nd Chap... Heppy BuffDay to Sheedeee wish u all the happiness and Success all the way ur Journey... ok!! give u my latest pix in bikini, nak???? ahahahaha tipu jekk, m just joking, hello i already sms u dat i want to online!!!!

Life, LOVe, LUck, and Happiness will alwis linger, whre ever i go and what ever i did... cos that is what i want in life, u cant buy the thing... have to work 2mrw. Now headache, slept at 4 last nite, a bit hungry ahahaah... whatever....

afterall m juz a human...... part of his past, and i wont wait for you anymore, this is my life now, dat its too hard to say gudbye rite?!!!

Loosen Up my BUTTON.....

Hurm..., gravy as zarin sd ahahaah.... past my convo, past my days as a student, well... nothings much lately happen... not really..... life seems getting better and much much more better m happy, neutrally happy and feels more raunchier ahahahah.. oh my what m trying to expressed here!!

m happy tho with evrything, blessed with everything, of cos evryday m counting my blessings... thank you god... really.... i know what i want, which is more important now, cos, u have to decide and create the path that u wanted to choose, i dont give any damn fuck to the person who will be in betwin ahahah... no laa just be more dramatic here.. eheh... he said m a bit physco, who the heaven dat i care.....

tired will go to sleep early... for heaven and earth i shall perish, for the sake of god i will be elightment... to my cutey boo... u r sweet enuff to be my pet bro.. yup, u r still a kid in my eyes... my sweet pet bro in cairo, ehehe... ngeri ye ahahha.... well, "jgn nak letak kat photo bucket"!!... love never dies.. happiness never end.. i wish i can regained my energy back again......

U make me strong, u make me feel complete... thanks for being the all the time, i will never going to look back again... thank you god... really thank u....