dis life....

life is alwis beautiful, days are smoother as alwis, but m totally lost in nowhre... well, its pretty amazing, that i still choose this, still not back to the square one but still in bitween dat, i can be determined, i know i've did it b4 but now, deep inside me m juz a human which m blessed and i know i shudnt focus on this relationship thingy at the moment... view one of the pix in fwenster, m not into based on looks type but atleast not that like ... u know who... m stressd wif work today, and need a break... i wish!!!

even tho i hate dis kind of feelings but i have to admit dat i have to enjoy evrything and desire nothing.... :((, feel down!!! God need Help!!!!