lOve iS aLL aRounD

Yes sir
Yes sir
Yes sir
Yes sir

I got new shoes on the ride (yes sir)
Rollin' down 95 (yes sir)
And you can see in my eyes (yes sir)
That I'm lookin for a cutiepie (yes sir)
And we ain't gotta make love (yes sir)
And we can just cuddle up (yes sir)
But if she want me to beat it up (yes sir)
Then dammit, I'll beat it up (yes sir)
My body, your body (it's burnin' up)
My body, your body (it's burnin' up)
My body, your body (it's burnin' up)
My body, your body (it's burnin' up)

I don't know why, but the ladies call ol' baby blue the sticker
They take me and rape me and make me they victim
I lick em and freak 'em if they married I see ya
If they look like wifey material, then I keep 'em
Stuntin' through the city tryin' to find a lady who
Beautiful, but she gotta have booty too
Baby blue gonna let you do what you wanna do
You can feel on it if you really want to
Get a taste of the salami
knock knock knock knock you down like a tsunami
bust in you like atomi-ee
I'mma ahead of my class gettin' head in the jag
look in the duffle bag see benjamin heads on the cash

I got new shoes on the ride (yes sir)
Rollin' down 95 (yes sir)
And you can see in my eyes (yes sir)
That I'm lookin for a cutiepie (yes sir)
And we ain't gotta make love (yes sir)
And we can just cuddle up (yes sir)
But if she want me to beat it up (yes sir)
Then dammit, I'll beat it up (yes sir)
My body, your body (it's burnin' up)
My body, your body (it's burnin' up)
My body, your body (it's burnin' up)
My body, your body (it's burnin' up)

Top down blue star tag
Ol' master bear skin rugs in the jag
Spectac with the bad chick in the back
tryin ta beat it up like an Everlast punching bag
hotter than a bisquick biscuit out the oven
your baby mama go on missions to get this lovin
we kissin and huggin she never pick her phone up
You be lookin for her while we doin the grown up
she complain when she catch back spasms,
but she love when she get the back to back orgasms
yes sir, the game is automatic, give it to 'em one time
They come back like addicts.

I got new shoes on the ride (yes sir)
Rollin' down 95 (yes sir)
And you can see in my eyes (yes sir)
That I'm lookin for a cutiepie (yes sir)
And we ain't gotta make love (yes sir)
And we can just cuddle up (yes sir)
But if she want me to beat it up (yes sir)
Then dammit, I'll beat it up (yes sir)
My body, your body (it's burnin' up)
My body, your body (it's burnin' up)
My body, your body (it's burnin' up)
My body, your body (it's burnin' up)

Well let me step up in this thang
Right lookin smellin good
lookin good Spec and Baby Blue and Pleasure Fool
That's all we got!
let me drop my top pull up in the parking lot
grab a grape soda bag of chips
that's all I got
park outside minglin wit' my homeboys
faked out fake hugs leave me alone boy
plus the candy lookin good enough to eat
you can tell by the way the girls actin cross the street
but on the other hand
Alfalfa Just hit me on my metro
say a party in the park hard baby let's go
the balla tick no questions asked, so I jumped out the white jag

smooth like Shaq come her girl!

I got new shoes on the ride (yes sir)
Rollin' down 95 (yes sir)
And you can see in my eyes (yes sir)
That I'm lookin for a cutiepie (yes sir)
And we ain't gotta make love (yes sir)
And we can just cuddle up (yes sir)
But if she want me to beat it up (yes sir)
Then dammit, I'll beat it up (yes sir)
My body, your body (it's burnin' up)
My body, your body (it's burnin' up)

Dunno y, feelin so sexy recently, yeah yeah alwis like dat, thanx coach givin me haf day leave :D hehehe....

well, tho i have to focus on my work, i do need somebody :D, juz like any other human, more to mutual understanding, more to companion.. urm... na.. his thre but m not preparing? blind? i dunno, whatever it is m happy...

new yr resulotion? not much i guess.. m juz enjoying it, life full with happiness, colour with rainbow, draw with lots of love...

wish all will be fine, all will be great
life will be so much fun, through all the year it will take!!

its takes a few days to complete from last year till 2006, i dunno laa y... things happen soooo fast, well m fine with dat..

love... is in the air, my air, my boundaries, my teritory and evrythings... feels good, if its happen its happen... nothing much to talk about cos its like dunno whre to start and it will juz end like dat...

work yeah yeah a lots of things to do, hard to breath, hard to catch the breath oso, pying attention, yes m njoying my work and evrybodi....

HAPPY NEW YEAR.... evrybodi.. hope lots of lots of lots of hapiness and love will be with me all my precious time :)

wHat u Sow Its wHat u rEap

I'm too sexy for my love too sexy for my love
Love's going to leave me
I'm too sexy for my shirt too sexy for my shirt
So sexy it hurts
And I'm too sexy for Milan too sexy for Milan
New York and Japan
And I'm too sexy for your party
Too sexy for your party
No way I'm disco dancing
I'm a model you know what I mean
And I do my little turn on the catwalk
Yeah on the catwalk on the catwalk yeah
I do my little turn on the catwalk
I'm too sexy for my car too sexy for my car
Too sexy by far
And I'm too sexy for my hat
Too sexy for my hat what do you think about that
I'm a model you know what I mean
And I do my little turn on the catwalk
Yeah on the catwalk on the catwalk yeah
I shake my little touche on the catwalk
I'm too sexy for my too sexy for my too sexy for my
'Cos I'm a model you know what I mean
And I do my little turn on the catwalk
Yeah on the catwalk on the catwalk yeah
I shake my little touche on the catwalk
I'm too sexy for my cat too sexy for my cat
Poor pussy poor pussy cat
I'm too sexy for my love too sexy for my love
Love's going to leave me
And I'm too sexy for this song ....


nothing excite me, nothing can feed my apetite.. :)) hahaha.... m happy, and happy to be happy... i made things, i passed that things, and i want to deal with other things, being pix taking candid by strangers, ppl looking at me and hit the post box, been thre, thru dat!
I know, aware and alwis thankful to god to give me such a pretty face, now ive got my ideal weight, dat is more than thankful i guess, blessed!oh yeah, great job, if u happy wif ur job, u r the happiest person and i shud be grateful to dat, of course!

loves bloom, loves gloom
only god cud aswer whre is the room
the room is within urself
when u have the key, then u can enter the room

towards the journey, i tru wif open heart and soul... nothing dat i ever wanted, maybe ppl at my age wont think about this think.. whatever its not my concern.

- love ur self, marry wif ur self, making love wif urself and devoted to the great 1 -

tO SeE tHe w0rld the way I M

:), smilling... i cant do much last nite, so sleepy, but tonite i'll continue the session. wish things will be smooth sailing ahead... new yr resolution.. so called or whatever it calls 1.to be happy
2. stop smoking
3. maintain evrything the way it shud be - errr i mean my weight
4. my career
5. to be focus

c the world the way i am, after long long long discussion last nite, i managed to understand more things, hard to find those education, its funny when they said we are mad when is it the truth, u can believe whatever u want to believe rite, even u see things but you dont want to believe...

what is the past remain the past, i know no means no, but the things is m not firm enuff and cos he knows it, he use this way, is it fair, what is fair..

see tru me, see tru my heart, whatever it shud be, it is actually the past,

spread the wings, fly to the moon, i wish for the eternity, i wish it will bloom

i hate myself to allow this things, stupid! but dat is the past, i know what i shud do, atleast, i know what i want in this journey, i know what kind determination dat i need, thanx to evrybodi, sifu, coach, sis, the most of all is god!

just let it die
with no goodbyes
details don't matter
we both paid the price
tears in my eyes
you know sometimes
it'd be like that baby

now everytime i see you
i pretend i'm fine
when i wanna reach out to you
but i turn and i walk and i let it ride
baby i must confess
we were bigger than anything
remember us at our best
and don't forget about

late nights, playin' in the dark
and wakin' up inside my arms
boy, you'll always be in my heart and
i can see it in your eyes
you still want it
so don't forget about us

i'm just speaking from experience
nothing can compare to your first true love
so i hope this will remind you
when it's for real, it's forever
so don't forget about us

oh they say
that you're in a new relationship
but we both know
nothing comes close to
what we had, it perseveres
that we both can't forget it
how good we used to get it

there's only one me and you
and how we used to shine
no matter what you go through
we are one, that's a fact
that you can't deny
so baby we just can't let
the fire pass us by
forever we'd both regret
so don't forget about


and if she's got your head all messed up now
that's the trickery
she'll wanna have like you know how this lovin' used to be
i bet she can't do like me
she'll never be mc

baby don't you, don't you forget about us

don't baby, don't baby, don't let it go
no baby, no baby, no baby no
don't baby, don't baby, don't let it go

when it's for real, it's forever
so don't forget about us.


life is beautiful.....

doN't boTheR

She’s got the kind of look that defies gravity
She’s the greatest cook
And she’s fat free fat free fat free

She’s been to private school
BUT she speaks perfect French
She’s got her perfect friends
Oh isn’t she cool?

She practices Gay fucking
She'd never lose the nerve
She's more than you deserve
She's just far better than me

Hey, hey!


So don’t bother
I won’t die, of deception
I promise you won’t ever see me cry
Don’t feel sorry

And don't bother
I’ll be fine
But she’s waiting
The ring you gave to her will lose its shine
So don’t bother, be unkind


I'm sure she doesn't know
How to touch you like I would
I beat her at that one good
Don't you think so?


She's almost 6"0 feet tall
She must think I'm a flea
I'm really a cat you see
And it's not my last life at all

Hey, hey!

So don’t bother
I won’t die, of deception
I promise you won’t ever see me cry
Don’t feel sorry

don't bother
I’ll be fine
But she’s waiting
The ring you gave to her will lose its shine
So don’t bother, be unkind


[Whispering]
For you, I'd give up all I own
And move to a communist country
If you came with me, of course
And I'd file my nails so they don't hurt you
And lose those pounds, and learn about football
If it made you stay, but you won't, but you won't


So don't bother,
I'll be fine, I'll be fine, I'll be fine, I'll be fine
I promise you won't ever see me cry

And after all I'm glad that I'm not your type
I promise you won't ever see me cry

dont bother ill be fine ill be fine ill be fine
i promise you wont ever see me cry
and after all that im glad im not your type, not your type, not your type, not your type
i promise you wont ever see me cry

i wont cry, i wont die bcos of small things, threfore its juz a reason... ppl with reason cant be succeed. Yup i want to have inner peace, most of ppl cant understand what is the truth and sincerity, i juz let evrything loose and go,
time and space,
heaven n earth,
what shall bring in this taste,
i wouldnt care to know more
urm.. after a long discussion i feel much much better today, at least at this moment i cud focus or to source the energy to somewhre more useful.. marriage, relationship or whatever it is... i put aside cos its not what i have todo , its what i want to do... what i believe is what is the truth

at this moment, the tots of him... fading like a flower.. it is great, i know thing happen for reasons and well... atleast this the the preacious time that ive to grab and make use of it.
dim the lights,
burn the candle,
what will makes you feel rite
is light from the heaven.

love makes u happy
but it wont last long
what is important is the sincerity
as long as you are be with the eternity...

oh my, now i cud make the spell back, i cant believe it, yeah i lost the touch, when the things happen... i allowed myself to be like dat, stupid of humanity, u have to learn or tru the pain and sadness to understand, from that build ur dreams, build ur self, what ever it is, m glad i surpass!

These words are my own
From my heart flown
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
There’s no other way
To better say
I love you, I love you…

is AnyBody GonNa SaVe ME....

urmm.... i know, i know... i shudnt think soo much bout the future, i shud must have to be happy... happiness is all the way....i will managed to do dat, visualize evrything...

Tell me what’s wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Young girls dying to be on TV
Won’t stop till they’ve reached their dreams

Diet pills, surgery
Photo shop pictures in magazines
Telling them how they should be
It doesn’t make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy
Is anybody gonna save me
Can anybody tell me what’s going on
Tell me what’s going on
If you open your eyes
You’ll see that something is wrong

I guess things aren’t how they used to be
There’s no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like it’s World War 3

No one cares, no one’s there
I guess we’re all just too damn busy
And money’s our first priority
It doesn’t make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy
Is anybody gonna save me
Can anybody tell me what’s going on
Tell me what’s going on
If you open your eyes
You’ll see that something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy
Is everybody going crazy

Tell me what’s wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Rich guys driving big SUV’s
When kids are starving in the streets

No one cares
No one likes to share

wif these god's energy i cant be what i was b4... happiness all the way, i deserved to be happy and get what ive wanted...yup this is what i want to be... bout him.. he already has a plan for himself.... whatever... i already know what i've wanted all this way.. all i want... no plan... m being ez to myself...

mORe than ANYthing, BeyonD EvrYthinG

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than words
Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than words

raining... heavily... rain is pouring down... i feel most of the life is back and now its gone, and well actually i dont have to feel dat, i can stop the scene, i can make or go or switch another scene, dat is what i will do, urm.. atleast i let the things go and understand, i will apply those what i did tell him last nite....

life is a journey and life is a big joke, juz laugh all the way......

cramP!!

stomach cramp!! urm.. luckily i know what to do besides to take the medicine... well... it is so thankful!! i juz folliwng the flow... i dont want to think to much, yeah its happy to be like this anyway.. fed-up with all the past that i've carry


Beautifully Broken

It seems like yesterday that my world fell from the sky
It seems like yesterday I didn't know how hard I could cry
It feels like tomorrow I may not get by

But I will try
I will try

Wipe the tears from my eyes
I'm beautifully broken
And I don't mind if you know it
I'm beautifully broken
And I don't care if I show it

Everyday is a new day
I'm reminded of the past
Every time there's another storm
I know that it won't last
Every moment I'm filled with hope cause I got another chance

But I will try
I will try
Got nothing
Left to hide
Without the highs and the lows
Where would we go
Where would we go

urm... my mood goes down a few days back, the energy lowered, i hate and m thinking too much bout nonsense, unwanted things, i want to make my mind clear and get rid of the memo, its better sometimes u have amnesia hahah like john doe, yeah oppsss becareful what u wish for... well.... whatever god has give me at the moment or for the future... i will be very thankful.. things happen for betterment of course, im the one whos ruined it now, i can see that...

its sad cos m abusing myself like this, toturing like its no end, i can put an end, i can put a stop on it, after all life is beautiful, i dont know he's intension, things happen, and sometimes u cud avoid unwanted things happen, isnt it, m tired being sorrounded with men anymore, y, maybe its time to opened up myself to another stage..

i wish life cud be much better, life cud be more wonderful and happier..... god i need this .........

NorMallY NorMal

quiet sometimes , i didnt update the blog, no mood, no i dont know, in the office, having a so called break

I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you, exactly what is on my mind
Seems like everybody is breaking up
And throwing their love away
But I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say (Hey)

Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u
You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u

I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you, exactly what is on my mind
See the way we ride, in our private lives
Ain't nobody gettin' in between
I want you to know that, you're the only one for me (one for me)
(What I'm sayin' is)

Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u
You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u

And now, ain't nothing else I can need
And now, I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me
I got you, we'll be making love endlessly
I'm with you (baby I'm with you)
Baby you're with me (baby you're with me, higher)

So don't cha worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you, and you know me
And that's all that counts
So don't cha worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you, and you know me
And that's, that's why I say (Hey)

Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u
You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u

urm.. fall n love wif this songs for a moment dat is y i used pink, love energy all over, now m being in a bit of unhappy moods, alwis like this , if i went and to see him, he makes my energy down, i have to do something bout it, i run and hide but he still keep coming back to me, and this called FRIEND has did more than enuff actually... its not about sadness now, i feel more like, what eh, 'merajuk', he's going to bandung wif his called special fren n her sis, whatever... at first m want to follow him but when he toldme dat, ok laa , i dont want to interupt anything, i know i cud go by my self....

m not searching but looking of course laa, m not blind... but b4 yes! for another relationship at the moment, m happy being like this, uncountable male frens... yeah but not like to keep them or...getting to close, lost the intension all of dat... basically m bored with that environement, i have goals in life, i have alot of thing to enjoy in this present journey, i have my own things to settle and do.... i just need the right person which i found it as a guidance... urmm now feeling much better after i write all those stuff in this blog... with the so called love song!

life, at the moment, i try to take my job very positif, m happy with it true, but the candidates being so whatever, and the client being soooo whatevr, i dont want to curse or talking bout stupidity of human being here.... cos i dont want the energy flows back to me i mean the negetive energy....

go with the flow
enjoy every moment dat passed by
be positive in everything
be thankful
and NO WORRIES......

bind my heart, bind my soul, bind from any cause that will harm.... across the nite, tru the day... i wish the happiness in my life in every way..... amen...