Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Here with me.... again....

I'd like to watch you sleep at night
To hear you breathe by my side
And although sleep leaves me behind
There's nowhere I'd rather be
And now our bed is oh so cold
My hands feel empty
No one to hold
And I can sleep what side I want
It's not the same with you gone

Oh, if you'd come home
I'll let you know that
All you want
Is right here in this room
All you want
And all you need
Is sitting here with you
All you want

It's been three years
One night apart
But in that night you tore my heart
If only you had slept alone
If those seeds had not been sown
Oh you could come home
And you would know that

All you want
Is right here in this room
All you want
And all you need is sitting here with you
All you want

I hear your key turning in the door
I won't be hearing that sound anymore
And you and your sin
Can leave the way you just came in
Send my regards to her
I hope you find that......

This is the way that i've choose.... this is the path that m going thru and i left all the pain, misery.... helpless old me... cos i believe that all the things dat i've been tru it's just the thing that make my self stronger, betterment and more positive person.... its gud to be sad, enjoying being sadness cos this is the part of being better person, how do deal with that emotions.... being so crabby,... whatever....

playing with emotionss.... so a crab! well.... i can see that... the way he told me... well.... m juz waiting for the right time and person... cos now or whatever it is.... sham not meant for me as well as helmy....there's 2 more guys then..... 'voila' ... u know what will comes to the end.... Im gone with the wind long time ago.... who else.... uncle b.... well... he's no longer catch my attention as he is married already.... i dont see anybody at the moment... but well... being nice to evrybody.... it is too hard... is it too difficult... m happy to be myself like dis... compare... i dont have to mention here because... i've alwiz remember that... things happen for a reasonssss and to me all are for betterment.... i dont know wether it is comply to nyone.... thank you god for all the creation that u have made... that i've been thru... i dont know y.... once m talking bout you.... its all gone.... honto....arigato.....

Monday, June 11, 2007

Its all Ending (?), I better stop pretending....(?)

Love is , Love is... old school songs... back into 80's

Whatever it takes
I will be there
By your side Baby anywhere
When you're lost and alone
I'll bring you home
I will come thru for you
Whatever it takes
Whatever you need
Whatever comes down between you and me
When the road gets rough
You've gotta trust
I will come thru for you
Whatever it takes

back to 80's, now feelin much much better... thank u god, m seeing myself as a - m i like dis?? Na... m stronger in all kind of ways, it is juz tiny winy matters... well after all think m deserve better and maybe he's not sincere enuff for me.... tho it is great love to make but well, we have close the deal... m happy, no regret... with im its all over, betwin us... no hanky panky stuff bcos i want to ended it now. no later.... m happy to live like dis, cos i know its worth to enjoy my current life like dis, key word is happiness, love, healthy & wealthy. Feeling much better, tho its all written in my face before but if he is not meant for me well not meant for me.... basic rules and i wont hurt, but m not going back to my history, with im, or b... end up the same old things..... life, my life is beautiful..... really enjoy what life is,... honto arigato!!!