take it OR leave it OR bear it

which one that i need to choose, is that the category that i involved with, i dunno and i dont want to know... nothing seems ez but only 1 thing for sure... put the highest tot and the energy will guide u, have faith and do believe... things will be run smoother....

bind my heart bind my soul
bind from any harm that will cause
across the nite, tru the day
all the luck will in all my way

to god i love, to err is human
whatever things that i earn, m only a human
to god i have faith, to love i do believe
it is not about hate, it juz a form of human disease

painting my sky, painting it red
i wish i will be fine, in all way till m dead
love is so blue, love make me happy
it is the journey dat i have to go tru,
in order to gain something true

put the stop put an end
i need to shake it off
cause i dont need him again

I gotta shake it off
Cause the loving ain't the same
And you keep on playing games
Like you know I'm here to stay
I gotta shake it off
Just like the Calgon commercial
I really gotta get up outta here
And go somewhere
I gotta shake it off
Gotta make that move
Find somebody who
Appreciates all the love I give
Boy I gotta shake it off
Gotta do what's best for me
Baby and that means I gotta
shake it off

By the time you get this message
It's gonna be too late
So don't bother paging me
'Cause I'll be on my way
See, I grabbed all my diamonds and clothes
Just ask your momma she knows
You're gonna miss me baby
Hate to say I told you so
Well at first I didn't know
But now it's clear to me
You would cheat with all your freaks
And lie compulsively
So I packed up my Louie Vuitton
Jumped in your ride and took off
You'll never ever find a girl
Who loves you more than me

[Chorus]
I gotta shake it off
Cause the loving ain't the same
And you keep on playing games
Like you know I'm here to stay
I gotta shake it off
Just like the Calgon commercial
I really gotta get up outta here
And go somewhere
I gotta shake it off
Gotta make that move
Find somebody who
Appreciates all the love I give
Boy I gotta shake it off
Gotta do what's best for me
Baby and that means I gotta
shake it off

[Bridge]
I gotta shake, shake, shake, shake, shake it
Off...

I found out about a gang
Of your dirty little deeds
With this one and that one
By the pool, on the beach, in the streets
Heard y'all was
Hold up my phone's breakin' up
I'ma hang up and call the machine right back
I gotta get this off of my mind
You wasn't worth my time
So I'm leaving you behind
Cause I need a real love in my life
Save this recording because
I'm never coming back home
Baby I'm gone
Don't cha know

[Chorus]
I gotta shake it off
Cause the loving ain't the same
And you keep on playing games
Like you know I'm here to stay
I gotta shake it off
Just like the Calgon commercial
I really gotta get up outta here
And go somewhere
I gotta shake it off
Gotta make that move
Find somebody who
Appreciated all the love I give
Boy I gotta shake it off
Gotta do what's best for me
Baby and that means I gotta
shake it off

much better now, i know what i want in life basically.. .. and the moment i need to mould the energy back and stronger, focus the energy to more places needed...

nite has fall, sun already missed

please tell me god, untill when i need to be like this

towards this journey untill the end

god give me hint, i really need to be back again

love is sweet, sweeter than honey

i know i'll do my level best, to be with and to experience him....

hEarT, miNd & SoUl...

wind blows, sun has set, this is whre is the force and this is the start... things had changed, due to certain reasons, life is endless due it a complication... as for me, i dont want to think is over, i dont want to let myself in this situation further more. i let myself being like this for several weeks or months.. i just want to be what i have wished for... life is endless, tears keep dropping, what shud i give more, if the end will be like this... to god i devoted, to fear i removed, love is fun when we understand the clue draw a line, paint the future... is this what i want... to be .... yeah yeah... stuck here... well... up side down, but i'll take as an oppourtunity... alwis think in dat way....

isolated

m isolated myself, for nothing for i dunno what, i have to admit a several things in my life, mean to make evrythg's clear :((, m sad unfortunately, i know y is dat, i know y i am isolated myself, its for my own good? its for my own benefit? i dunno, but i need to do, to make it stop b4 evrytgh turns up side down

life is perfect, i love myself but at the moment, i dunno, its not being enjoying or not enjoying, m not in a very gud mood recently, since last wik, and i found it why, but yeah i cant do anythg also, tho it is so called freedom or whatever it it, ive got my limitation... after all m juz a human, we do have this divine energy but we also have the human side of course.

not, full with anger well, m enjoying it, dat's life, with the human side, rather than, think this and that without the reason y, do like parrot without what is the meaning and understand what is life and acting like know evrythg, and now using dat excuse without know what is the real reason.

also, yess like you so purfect and begging me for that, hello do i look a service center to you, come as u please, go as u wish.. this is real world, and being guilty for what have u made, crazy!

i know what i want, tho life seems so.... i dun want to say it, or think about it, i makes me feels like only god knows...

love is blossom, life is beautiful
i made my self doom, when i think it over

tru dis journey, tru dis end
i wish for the sincerity in mylife and towards the end