cramP!!

stomach cramp!! urm.. luckily i know what to do besides to take the medicine... well... it is so thankful!! i juz folliwng the flow... i dont want to think to much, yeah its happy to be like this anyway.. fed-up with all the past that i've carry


Beautifully Broken

It seems like yesterday that my world fell from the sky
It seems like yesterday I didn't know how hard I could cry
It feels like tomorrow I may not get by

But I will try
I will try

Wipe the tears from my eyes
I'm beautifully broken
And I don't mind if you know it
I'm beautifully broken
And I don't care if I show it

Everyday is a new day
I'm reminded of the past
Every time there's another storm
I know that it won't last
Every moment I'm filled with hope cause I got another chance

But I will try
I will try
Got nothing
Left to hide
Without the highs and the lows
Where would we go
Where would we go

urm... my mood goes down a few days back, the energy lowered, i hate and m thinking too much bout nonsense, unwanted things, i want to make my mind clear and get rid of the memo, its better sometimes u have amnesia hahah like john doe, yeah oppsss becareful what u wish for... well.... whatever god has give me at the moment or for the future... i will be very thankful.. things happen for betterment of course, im the one whos ruined it now, i can see that...

its sad cos m abusing myself like this, toturing like its no end, i can put an end, i can put a stop on it, after all life is beautiful, i dont know he's intension, things happen, and sometimes u cud avoid unwanted things happen, isnt it, m tired being sorrounded with men anymore, y, maybe its time to opened up myself to another stage..

i wish life cud be much better, life cud be more wonderful and happier..... god i need this .........