Wednesday, January 14, 2009

So What??!!!

So what I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves
And I don't need you
And guess what
I'm havin more fun
And now that were done
I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright
I'm just fine
And you're a tool so
So what
I am a rock star
I got my rock moves
And I don't want you tonight

You weren't fair
You never were
You want it all but that's not fair
I gave you life
I gave my all
You weren't there, you let me fall

Well, it's been more than a year i didnt update my blog ahahahaha.... what a funny things! Naa.. i feel my feelings more stable now... really... i focus to other things besides love love love...

Work- so far ok, been doing nothing much - ahahah keje senang gaji byk....

no worries
be happy
surrender to god.................

luv ya kiss kiss kiss............

Wednesday, November 28, 2007


alrite then, its been 2 months i or we didnt get our salary.. can u imagine that, to survive with the whole of this life for the past 2 month... its not about complaining, but m keep on saying this thing.... i do fed up... and luckly m back to my old office.... great huh.... atleast yes atleast i can get my montly salary without interruption... i want to tell them m going off today, but since salary thingy is not solve i dunno...GOD help me...

i finally found someone.. finally found the one... :), yup... m setting the sun to set already... for the past few months back.. well.... for now... enuff...

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Take It Or Leave It

Well well tiring... thursday... oh really, dats y, m using bold and red. Love this is what m talking about... u've got love but u dont know how to appreciate it... well... at the first place u never can satisfy other in what ever reasons, on what ground...the one that u should concern is you and yourself... o believe me... at the moment m stucked not really stucked but... forgot how the things work and yeah... i shud back to basic ma own terms & regulation...
i am so TIREDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!! it is, m happy with what ever i have now... on whatevr reasons but definately at one point i dont care anymore... i just dont care, i can detach whatever feelings dat i've want, i can be whoever i want, i can let go everythg without hesitation, without compromising and blowing like a wind...
work- one more thing... i cant blame anybody, i cant do much for sure
friends - m tired... he is definately right, m tend to be alone or with the group, which is depends.... i dont want to make it difficult for myself specially.
whatever decision i'll make, the impact is on me... isnt it???!!!

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

make Me Sway.....

Nu job, Nu Guy, Nu life.... well, new job, still ok so far.... nu guy same... i dont have many obstacles nowadays, which m blessed with god's purest energy... now i want to focus on numbers... yeah... nothing much to say.. everything... is on my track, m free... free from... whatver i feel so stumble before....

Sunday, October 07, 2007

4 o'clock in the moaning :P

I am nauti as usually, happening as usual... m happy with or without him, cos the energy guided me, what, how, speacially to feel those energy flowing... new job, great, new love, great, everything is great and smooth... m happy... for how long its up to me, cos i have an option , alwis have it....

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Here with me.... again....

I'd like to watch you sleep at night
To hear you breathe by my side
And although sleep leaves me behind
There's nowhere I'd rather be
And now our bed is oh so cold
My hands feel empty
No one to hold
And I can sleep what side I want
It's not the same with you gone

Oh, if you'd come home
I'll let you know that
All you want
Is right here in this room
All you want
And all you need
Is sitting here with you
All you want

It's been three years
One night apart
But in that night you tore my heart
If only you had slept alone
If those seeds had not been sown
Oh you could come home
And you would know that

All you want
Is right here in this room
All you want
And all you need is sitting here with you
All you want

I hear your key turning in the door
I won't be hearing that sound anymore
And you and your sin
Can leave the way you just came in
Send my regards to her
I hope you find that......

This is the way that i've choose.... this is the path that m going thru and i left all the pain, misery.... helpless old me... cos i believe that all the things dat i've been tru it's just the thing that make my self stronger, betterment and more positive person.... its gud to be sad, enjoying being sadness cos this is the part of being better person, how do deal with that emotions.... being so crabby,... whatever....

playing with emotionss.... so a crab! well.... i can see that... the way he told me... well.... m juz waiting for the right time and person... cos now or whatever it is.... sham not meant for me as well as helmy....there's 2 more guys then..... 'voila' ... u know what will comes to the end.... Im gone with the wind long time ago.... who else.... uncle b.... well... he's no longer catch my attention as he is married already.... i dont see anybody at the moment... but well... being nice to evrybody.... it is too hard... is it too difficult... m happy to be myself like dis... compare... i dont have to mention here because... i've alwiz remember that... things happen for a reasonssss and to me all are for betterment.... i dont know wether it is comply to nyone.... thank you god for all the creation that u have made... that i've been thru... i dont know y.... once m talking bout you.... its all gone.... honto....arigato.....

Monday, June 11, 2007

Its all Ending (?), I better stop pretending....(?)

Love is , Love is... old school songs... back into 80's

Whatever it takes
I will be there
By your side Baby anywhere
When you're lost and alone
I'll bring you home
I will come thru for you
Whatever it takes
Whatever you need
Whatever comes down between you and me
When the road gets rough
You've gotta trust
I will come thru for you
Whatever it takes

back to 80's, now feelin much much better... thank u god, m seeing myself as a - m i like dis?? Na... m stronger in all kind of ways, it is juz tiny winy matters... well after all think m deserve better and maybe he's not sincere enuff for me.... tho it is great love to make but well, we have close the deal... m happy, no regret... with im its all over, betwin us... no hanky panky stuff bcos i want to ended it now. no later.... m happy to live like dis, cos i know its worth to enjoy my current life like dis, key word is happiness, love, healthy & wealthy. Feeling much better, tho its all written in my face before but if he is not meant for me well not meant for me.... basic rules and i wont hurt, but m not going back to my history, with im, or b... end up the same old things..... life, my life is beautiful..... really enjoy what life is,... honto arigato!!!