M wif U

Hurmm... moaning ahah... no... m have a great day which will end juz a few hours and m blessed cos things goes smoothly as the way it shud be, the key words is to be happy, thankful n blessed to god, and no complaint, like dis morning ahahah abg answer me.. surprised and funny... " buat tatau je' ahaha.. it was soo surprising.... i have lunch date wif him... hurm.. m happy to meet him today really... atleast i didnt meet him once a yr like b4 ok... he looked tired... fucked up actually according to him.. on top of dat alot of things, not pity but concern... m more relaxed when wif him, comfortable, yeah.... i do know he liked me b4 but afraid to commit and well now m trying to be what he told me b4 it for my own benefit not nybody else...

Ill do what i enjoy most, life is meaningful when u make it meaningful... o have to master urself not seeking for something which is vague, i belongs to evrybody and yet i dont belongs to anybody... so far... later i dont know... u have to love urself b4 u love others... u have to care urself 1st... thanx for alwis gvg me advice, attention to those who be thre for me for all times...

Love is evrywhre.. i can feel dat, him... i dont know... cos if he wants to act like dat for the whole life to me oso i dont care and i do nothing nymore.. really... fed up, ive tried to be more myself but yeah, if he wants to cont like dat what can i say even, be professional and deal wif ur own feeling, like he sd hu ha fwens is alwis be thre compare the so called gud fwens, hu ha fwens is more realiable ... sooo like him, .. i like him from the beginning ok not yesterday.... i have crushed on him a long before ive graduated really.... i dont go for a looks honestly, i wish i have a happy ending with who i will share my life with, commit my life wif ;)