intriguing.... day...

Need more energy to move on, to fin the day today...really... m tired and sickly sick wif this and dat, m i make a wrong moves, m i make a wrong decision, big mistake after a mistakes, i dunno, heart u cant denied bout it, chest pain, bear evrythg... alone, but m not lonely, i dont want to be lonely, and m not. i know i cant totaly blame him on what was happening b4, like & lust i guess.. nah.... no worries to my self, i wish i cud change dat now,tired of feelings like this today, i hate to be angry, but once it touch my pride n dignity.. dat's it, put the stop put an end, my life wont be miserable, untill the end.

no songs to share today, no question to be answered today, i know m not cheap, m not having all the way fun wif all those i dont know whoever are they, i still haf my pride and dignity, m not judgemental, who m i to judge, its cos of the likes of u, m become cheap on his eyes, OMG, now i realized dat its a situation that playin wif fire, this is y hate to like somebody, i cant handle some of things, him... i dont know, and at this point i dont want to know, y shud i know, can it makes any diffrent, if become better ok la, but if not,i dont to know,

sad mode... after angry mode, hurm.... whatever it is, i just enjoy the feelings that passed me by, i shud be thankful and feel blessed evry second that passed by, i didnt complaint what had happen today ya, i feels like.. is it hard to be good, no, but the saddest part is when ur kindness turn to backfire yourself... He went to embassy if not, i can alwis talk to him... and cry wif him.... his rival, u can creat love, but i like to just let it flow...