It's not her fault that she's so irresistible
But all the damage she's caused is infixable
Every twenty seconds you repeat her name
But when it comes to me you don't care
If I'm alive or dead

So objection I don't wanna be the exception
To get a bit of your attention
I love you for free and I'm not your mother
But you don't even bother

Objection I'm tired of this triangle
Got dizzy dancing tango
I'm falling apart in your hands again
No way I've got to get away

Next to her cheap silicon I look minimal
That's why in front of your eyes I'm invisible
But you gotta know small things also count
You better put your feet on the ground
And see what it's about so

Objection I don't wanna be the exception
To get a bit of your attention
I love you for free and I'm not your mother
But you don't even bother

Objection the angles of this triangle
Got dizzy dancing tango
I'm falling apart in your hands again
No way, no no no

I wish there was a chance for you and me
I wish you couldn't find a place to be
Away from here

This is pathetic and sardonic
It's sadistic and psychotic
Tango is not for three
Was never meant to be

But you can try it
Rehearse it
Or train like a horse
But don't you count on me
Don't you count on me boy

Pink is the colour of my love feeling, its obsessionss... according to aerosmith, yada yada yada... still headache afraid dat my blood arise... wish not, 2mrw luckly its holi holi day... but, yea i dunno what to do during wikend, i devoted my life again, not devoted laa but more to focus my energy, well, after my medium reply back, its juz a so so only well, getting better... i know the wish for that kind of fatherly, homie types of guy that i wished for will come someday... dat is y, i dont care, evryday ive met a lot of ppl, yes i know i believe my instinct, i do belive my predictn, cos its all come from the greatest 1, m also afraid if things might be i dunno what to call, really ma... cos i dont want it, not complaining but, funny and for god sake, let me be focus on my work 1st then relationship will come but to bear in mind, no expecttn, i know i know, want to cleanse but he went for a 2 wiks trip, turkey... what a life, nvm, my hubby to be love me endlessly... i want to increase my energy level, m not scarifying what i have, me and him, i dont have that kind of feelings anymore, me and another him... back to neutral juz please not come back and beg, bored la... thinking like a man...

its not happy, its not sad, but neutral... dat is what m feel now, anyway i dont lose anything at all, i dont feels that, its juz a lust, yeah..... nobody shud my history completely, what shud and shudnt, ive learned alot when things happen, i tru the most saddest things in mylife, evrythg... well, i know now m stronger than before.... "my lonelinest aint killin me no more" ...

throw away the fear, trust the god most,

now m feelin much much better, yes i do believe and trust the god most.

nothing cud harm me, nothing cud spare mylife,

as long as m in the family, i believe He will protect mylife.

focus the energy, focus to life

i need to be me, tho its hard to comply...