Come my way......

shedee: apsal pulak lg
bchan:
bchan: ntah
bchan:
bchan: well....
bchan: i already let go the feeling
shedee: napa
shedee: he push the lovvveee thing ke
bchan: urm...
bchan: thre's no love thing bitwin us at the 1st place please
bchan: funny rite
shedee: ok2
shedee: soo
shedee: apa yg depressed sgt
bchan: dunno....
bchan: hate myself for this kind stupid things
bchan: alwis feels like dat
bchan:
shedee: u do adored the guy
shedee: but denying the thing
bchan: yes
shedee: mcm tu
shedee: ooo
bchan: cos i know... we cant be 2gether even if i want to
bchan: isnt ?
shedee: betul laa
bchan: apa yg btul..?
shedee: betul la org nyer soklan tue
bchan: i know u wouldnt understand what ive been tru now
bchan: rite... like my fren sd, is hard for me to trust somebody and is hard for me to look around for others as well
shedee: nooo
shedee: ok
bchan: asal senyap
shedee: manade package yg lengkap
shedee: mcm u nak
shedee: huhuhuh
bchan: really
shedee: mesti ada kurrengnyeeeeeeee
bchan: b sedey
bchan: tp xde laa sedey sgt
bchan:
bchan: i do understand
bchan: situation
bchan: really
bchan: but feelings u cant denied, u cant lied
shedee: so?
shedee: sms x dpt gak ke
bchan: i dunno what to do
bchan: i dont care
bchan:
bchan: x
bchan: die x reply
shedee: muka dia ngan mustafa kamal sama ke
shedee: mesti hunky
bchan: idak laaa
bchan: iskk...
bchan: x hunky
bchan: gate
bchan: cute n swit
bchan: ok laa
shedee: apsal lak abg yg gate
bchan: not dat bad
shedee: ce susun sket plot nue
bchan: m not ez to fall in love
bchan: ok
shedee: u kan ada ego
shedee: ego yg sweet
bchan: dgr laaa dulu
shedee: tp xde la srong sgt ego tue
shedee: ok2
shedee: (lempang je abg nie..)
bchan: camni i dont know , dat i cud let myself like him...
shedee: cam b da x bergerak
bchan: which i knoew dat we cant be 2gether
shedee: ok
bchan: now.. i have to get rid form my mind
bchan: be who i am b4
bchan: i know... this is juz a feelings
bchan: which i cud bear...
bchan: i dont want this stupid things feeling affect my whole life.. whcih is not i know
bchan: r u thre
BUZZ!!!
shedee: hihihihh
shedee: ada nie
shedee: risau la tue
bchan: a bit la..
bchan: but..
bchan: well things happen for reason...
bchan: i dont want to jeopardize his relationship of cos
bchan: i know i can get a much much much better than im.. or whoever i with b4
bchan: on the phne
shedee: SAMA SAPA
bchan: yam
shedee: YAM?
bchan: mariah
bchan: mariam
shedee: mcm nama kawan sekolah aku je
bchan: tgk laa fwenster kite
shedee: ooo
bchan: heheh
bchan: idak laa
bchan: bdk2 lagi tuh
shedee: bkn dia tue ke yg kawan im
shedee: ooo
shedee: ok2

well... atleast somebody is listening my feelings... m sad.. but not dat sad... life dont invite situation like what m did hahah.. well.. it wont last long... the truth is... hope for the best... to me... i love to talk about life.. like when m with my coach b4.. alot of things to say evrything.. like now.. all the nonsense things ive... be blessed wif what i have now... be thankful to god HIDUP SIHAT NIKMAT and..no need to complain.. seek for the truth and the truth will set u free... hope for the best for eternity....

now feels back on the track... love to be me... love to be myself.. whatever it is... heart, mind, soul and act shudnt b contradict... thank you god!!!

Thank You! by Home Made Kazoku

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