Loving you Has mAde mE feEl tHis wAY!

You've got your mother and your brother
Every other, undercover, telling you what to say
You think I'm stupid
But the truth is, that it's Cupid, baby
Loving you has made me this way

So before you point your finger
Get your hands off of my trigger, oh yeah
You need to know this situations getting old
And now the more you talk, the less I can take

I'm looking for attention,
Not another question
Should you stay or should you go
Well, if you don't have the answer
Why you still standing here
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Just walk away (just walk away, just walk away)

I waited here for you like a kid waiting after school
So tell me, how come you never showed
I gave you everything and never asked for anything
And look at me, I'm all alone
So before you start defending, baby
Stop all your pretending

I know you know I know
So what's the point in being slow
Let's get this show on the road today, hey

I'm looking for attention
Not another question
Should you stay or should you go
Well, if you don't have the answer
Why you still standing here
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Just walk away (just walk away, just walk away)

I want a love, I want a fire
To feel the burn, my desires
I want a man by my side
Not a boy who runs and hides
Are you gonna fight for me
Die for me
Live and breathe for me
Do you care for me
Cause if you don't then just leave

I'm looking for attention
Not another question
Should you stay or should you go
Well, if you don't have the answer
Why you still standing here
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Just walk away

Well, after a long .... break 2mrw start working back, i love the job, i love working thre, which is more than enuff for me now, if i want to take a leave also i dunno whre shud i go, whre can i go, sad and pathetic. Its not i hate being myself now, but its like m stuck, m not complaining, i need something, which i dunno what is that, m not proud wif what i have cos all those this and dat is from god, gals nothing to be envy, guys its just only a skin deep, u cant evaluate from looks, looks alwiz deceiving, looks true the heart, also, not all sexy gals, is purrrfect in bed, i read those ya! before i know how to handle guy, to flirt and evrything, after thru several stages in mylife, i know how to be evrythg, not only a gf, more than that, its not before the marriage u need to take care, but actually after that, after commit to one another, evryday learn something new...

When the things happen, m feel happy, thankful... crazy or what! after thinking deeper i know y, things happen, thres alwis a gud reasons why things happen... as my quote alwiz says, "The last thing you realize is me", its quite sad, but dats life, feels like crying....

Me and him..... well, looks never ending story, now it makes me feel more stupid and fed-up, me and him, well, i dont called it as a mistakes, i predicted already, whre ever i'll go, yeah its alwis happen like this, true i like him, but what can i do, tell me? its only a fling, i guess, like david, yea yea... only a fling, but those moment still lingering... m starting to make a spell... after yeah like i read those comments, deep inside still feels empty, oh my god onegai, dont cry here... m still like this, how to chose to be happy, m trying!!! dont fall inlove wif catalyst, m trying. ive tried and tried... but i know, that he dont feel anythg towards me, just a lust, most men like that, but what can i do!! oh god! take evrything as an oppourtunity.. whatever, since that nite, i dunno y i like him.... so fucking funny... but i know, things wont happen between us, god knows y, he wouldnt go for a women like me of cos, i know.... i have to wake up from a dream... 'girl next door' appeared suddenly, yup, i think i'll understand what im's meant... well, i know i cud be the 1 for somebody, its not fear of rejection, its a lust baby, love need lust as well, ahahah...

Ying said, m stronger before then, thank u god, though i dont have anybody now, i mean man's shoulder to cry on, im wont care my feelings, after that nite, all the drama's, i c tru my heart... not using eyes.... its time for me to make a move... all the desprate husband, go to hell, u can c only, i cant forget what actually happen that nite... ahahahah..... crazy! no, its a moment, lusty moment, whatever it calls,

love me tender,

love me sweet,

love me endlessly

u make my life complete....

paint my day

paint it red

i show how to be beside me

for all eternity u'll get

call up the sun

see it tru the moon

i remember the nite completely

its started my journey to like u

its not a mistake

its not a dream

we both know its just a fling

but god knows the end of it