life.. seemssss much much wonderful....

lack of green... add it some... life.. seems very2 interesting today.... oh since las nite... well, im not a service center, and come 1 more sms... which is makes me... wondering.... i didnt do nythg, juz be myself, nyjoy what ive did... and do... urm... very2 surprising... like sheede sd, men cant resist me.. oh reallly? urm... i dont know which side and part of me is dat.. but.. he left me.. juz dont care, it about the past.... why i shud brought up the subject ya...

its not about forgiveness... i cant feel nythg, but i can feel certain things which is some ppl wont feel n understand, i dont underestimate nybody.. i dont jugde... but i can feel.... the energy is thre... the voice that i will hear, the eyes which sometimes hide cos u see not what u feel....

love is evrywhre... haf to focus on work... love is evrywhre, i belive when the time comes, the time will comes... maybe i look naive, innocent, u can sd whatever u think, but... m unpredictable... really.. i can be sooo damn gud, nauti and very very devilish.... of cos ppl dont know what ive been into for all these years... juz value all those things which passes me by evryday... i dont care wether u r sooooo damn rich, or whatever... well... u juz human.... not more than human, which i can see tru things... this part hv to thank specially to god... the chosen one... hahahaha like mtv plak....

i value evrythg, i observe tru feelings.. im not looking tru the eyes but the heart... after second phase... it would be soo much fun in terms of evrything... specially... ehem ehem... yeah...its for my own gud what.. what i want... urmm.. u have to know what do u want... what do u need, i know what i want... but seems thing is sooooo complicated now, i have to back off... cos i can feel every movement, evry intention... so... i dont want to lead the game nymore.. same bored story or game... ive took the risk b4, and ive won, which game i didnt won.. talk big... no... its the truth, im tired with those game nymore... juz want to settle down which some of my frens know which kind of guy that i want...

though life is lonely at this time, but... i value it... cherish evry moment dat ive been tru past this weeks... focus what do u want, be sincere, thankful to god and be blessed.... and life become more and more wonderful... sometimes things happen without reasons....