Since U've Been Gone~

Life never been better than now, dont have to wake up to cook anymore hahaha... well, i did it for love u know...and njoyg life like dis, less commitment.. less responsibility, b4 u love nybody, u have to LLOOOOOOOVVVVEEEEE ur self i love ma self, i enjyg life like dis.. really.. tayah nak pening pala to think bout other xcept ppl dat conected to u spritually... ;)..
breakfast wif all the spritual frens.. urm.. dat is y m being more spritual tonite kut, mls lak nak tulis cheque, sleepy, mandi pon lom hahahah
2mrw my last day working, settle evrythg.. settle all the karma...

Here's the thing we started off friends
It was cool but it was all pretend
Yeah yeah
Since you've been gone

You dedicated you took the time
Wasn't long till I called you mine
Yeah Yeah
Since you've been gone

And all you'd ever hear me say
Is how I pictured me with you
That's all you'd ever hear me say

But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
What I want
Since you've been gone

How can I put it? you put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
Yeah yeah
Since you've been gone

How come I'd never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
I guess you never felt that way

But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
I get what I want
Since you've been gone

You had your chance you blew it
Out of sight, out of mind
Shut your mouth I just can't take it
Again and again and again and again

Since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get
I get what I want
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get (I get)
You should know (you should know)
That I get
I get what I want
Since you've been gone
Since you've been gone
Since you've been gone

Behind these HaZel Eyes...
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Yup, now i can breath, i can do my thingy without hesitation, i dont have to depend on others, i know u want it more and more, i can see dat, i can feel dat... well, juz go and f*** around by urself.. got much ****** *** than u.. oh my, sounds so bitchy, well, yeah its juz a feelin, my wish was granted, i dont have to c him for the rest of my beautiful life ever... i dont want to waste ny beautiful moment and lovely time for him... oh it was a stupid thing that i commited b4, cant imagine y i cant break it b4, b4 we're gone till this shitin' yrs.. oh my... pity me yeah cos so ***** blind, love... na.. now much better... i dont have to serve him or who ever now... i deserves some1 much much much and much better than him... cut off emotionally, finally, juz bring a karma and bad luck series... u want me to come back to u? in the future perhaps? oh my... not even in my next life my dear... m not a thing that u cud take and use whenever u wanted... i wont sacrifice nythg nymore... i've wasted my 3 beautiful yrs wif u which i cud get some1 better than u at that time.... urm.. yup my mistake my bad.. i cant c things clearly.. whatever... i dont want to think about it, cos it makes me sick, sickly sick when to think it over... self motivated hahaha... its gud, b positive... urm... i dont know how u want to gain ur confidence hah! whatver...life is great, i dont want to end, when we've parted and when its end.... halleluyah ( x speling)