Migrating???

URmmm.... m thinking of migrating... us mabe.. by end of next yr or early 2007.. y?

• i dont have nything left here, parents, they will gone soon, my beloved sis, she will migrate to uk.... when her child grows up
• its not i want a challenging life, but i want a happy life, to live is what i want, to make my life happy is what i wish for
• what else do i want... m thinking bout myself, i know i can survuve no matter whre, no matter in what condition
• god is always thre, i have to do tantric 1st b4 i go :)) .... (what a thing)..

"Thorn and Pride".

Grasp bravely
The signpost of pride,
Let it be steadfast;
As we struggle forward
To continue the journey
Another step. . .
. .Holding fast to our conviction,
Grasp strongly
Don't let it waver!
We dare
To stay here,
To blossom here,
To drop here.

by ang san suu kyi.. i have to act like her.. so to adapt dat, i need something more than human freedom strenght ... err... kundalini :D,

"For me real freedom is freedom from fear and unless you can live free from fear you cannot live a dignified human life. It's not possible if you're always having to think what will somebody do to me if I say this, what will somebody do to my family if I do that, that's not the sort of life I want to live and that was not the sort of life I want my people to live. So yes it's the idea of real freedom which comes from inside and once you're free inside and once you feel that I can accept whatever happens to me so long as I'm working for something that is right, then I think you are free."

whatever... m an actress... cleopatra, venus, conquer, and whatever it is .. alwiz take dat as a compliment! after a day ive been thinking, this is my desicion...

i keep my friend, i treasure the memories, i lost my love but still m happy to know that i have u( u know ) as a fren when m indeed.

What You Waiting For

What an amazing time
What a family
How did the years go by?
Now it's only me

Tick tock
Tick tock
Tick tock
Tick tock
Tick tock
Tick tock
Tick tock
Tick tock
(La la la la la)

Like a cat in heat stuck in a moving car
A scary conversations,
Shut my eyes, can't find the brake
What if they say that you're a cutter?

Naturally i'm worried if i do it alone
Who really cares cuz it's your life
You never know, it could be great
Take a chance cuz you might grow
Oh... oh ohhh

What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting for!?

What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting for!?

Tick tock
Tick tock
Tick tock
Tick tock

Take a chance you stupid Ho

Like an echo pedal, you're repeating yourself
You know it all by heart
Why are you standing in one place?
Born to blossom, bloom to perish

You know you're only known
Cuz of your sex chromosome
I know it's so messed up how our society all thinks (for sure)
Life is short, you're capable (uh huh)
Oh... oh ohhh

LOOK AT YOUR WATCH NOW!
YOU'RE STILL A SUPER HOT FEMALE!
YOU GOT YOUR MILLION DOLLAR CONTRACT!
AND THEY'RE ALL WAITING FOR YOUR HOT TRACK!

What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting for!?

What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting for!?

I can't wait to go
Back into Japan
Get me lots of brand new fans
Osaka, Tokyo
You Harajuku girls
Damn, you've got some wicked style...

GO!
LOOK AT YOUR WATCH NOW!
YOU'RE STILL A SUPER HOT FEMALE!
YOU GOT YOUR MILLION DOLLAR CONTRACT!
AND THEY'RE ALL WAITING FOR YOUR HOT TRACK!

What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting for!?

What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting for!?

What you waiting for?
What you waiting for?
Take a chance, you stupid ho

Take a chance, you stupid ho
What you waiting for?
What you waiting for?
Take a chance, you stupid ho
Take a chance, you stupid ho